When the World was right

I just don't  understand, why I always have to feel this way. I don't understand why I have to have these people in my life, when all they do is bring me down. All my life I have been told how I am "useless," "worthless," "Just a piece of trash." And you know, once you hear it enough you start to believe it. I am at that point. They say what doesn't kill you makes you stronger, well I am dying a very slow and painful death on the inside. I want to go back to this picture, when all the things in the world were right.