I am in despreate need of a make over of my mind, body, and soul. I just feel like I am stuck in this rut that I cant get out of. I have let some of the health issues get the best of me and I am tired of feeling like this, because of them. PCOS you will not win anymore. I have let my PCOS control me for so long that I don't even know whtat is it like to be myself anymore. I am tired of being over weight and having to deal with all the headache that I have to go through with this. I just want to feel normal again, and be able to do normal things. I want to lose the weight so that I can walk without getting tired, and be able to feel like I am not getting in to my own way. I want to be able to fit in clothes. I just want to feel like me again. So starting now, I am going to stop whinning about all the things that I would like to see for myself and JUST DO IT! I want to be a better and happier me. I am going to stop wasting time, and start saving time on my life so that I can live a long and happy, and be able to have childern, and grow old with my husband. I will no longer let PCOS beat me. I am going to and will fight this!
