Well yet again today it was the same thing. The thing with my dad was brought up again today. Oh How I wish I could just go home. Home to my husband where I know I belong and that I am loved for sure. I really hope that he doesn't have to work all night again tonight, because I really need to talk to him. I just wish that I had someone in my life that gets it. I dont know where to turn from here but I dont think that it will really ever be the same. Its sad to say as little family that I have left I probably will never be back here because of this. Its not worth coming to see the people that you love when all they do it put you down, make you miserable, and make you feel like you are the worst person alive. I am so sick of putting everyone first and making them happy and putting myself last. Its time for ME to be happy to DAMN IT!
The next person that pisses me off is going to get super glue in their toothpaste so I dont have to listen to their bullshit anymore.
