Wicked witch of the West.

So yet again, I am in South Carolina helping my family, only to not be appreciated as usual. My grandmother had open heart surgery, so I left my home and husband, for 3 weeks to come and take care of her, she has to have some one with her 24/7 for the next 2 weeks. Mind you she has 5 other grandchild, and 2 other children besides my mom, but yet none of them are around to take care of her.... ummm... wonder why. So here I am away from my husband yet and again. And I wake up to....My grandmother screaming at me because she wanted breakfast, and then she has the nerve to tell me that I am the reason that my daddy is dead. For those of you that read that and don't know, my dad passed away in Dec. 2009 after he had heart surgery, and due to a blood infection(sepsis) he passed away. I have struggled with this since he passed. My brother and I had to make the decision to take him off life support, and since then I have had a hard time dealing with the fact that I think that I killed my dad. I know that it was God's will, but it is still in the back of my mind. And for her to be so COLD and tell me that I killed him, because that I didn't take care of him, is just beyond absurd. I also have a disable mother, so not only was I taking care of my dad, and mom, I was also working a full time job, and taking care of my grandmother because my grandfather had passed away 2 weeks before my dad did. I am not writing this to have people feel sorry for me but to vent and clear my head. Its also rather annoying when you have friends that don't call you for weeks, and so they call you out of the blue and you don't answer because you are dealing with the wicked witch of the west..AKA my grandmother so they leave you this rude text message saying that they are not going to contact you anymore because you didn't answer. GIVE ME A FREAKING break..........I am NOT Superwoman....I can not be everywhere and do everything for everyone all the time, despite what some of you might think... 

So on an end note. I just want to go back to VA and be with my husband again. I don't want to deal with this anymore and I don't think that I should have to.. If someone drives 5 1/2 hours from their home and leaves their husband for 3 weeks to come take care of you, the least you could do is act like you appreciate it, instead of bitching, moaning, and complaining about how bad of a job they are doing and how horrible they are.